Sunday, August 4, 2013

Today

Sunday, I am at church. Church is good, it helps me focus. The calmness and support i feel here, gives me strength for the week ahead. I love my family, more than can be spoken. I am not a great parent, only, trying, and mostly failing, to teach my children to be happy, by doing right. I can be happy. 

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Today

Today I went to work at 8:30, after I got off at 1p.m. I went to my next job till 7:30 p.m.
We had to pay our water bill today or it would be shut off tomorrow. After paying it we had 5 dollars left in our account. Our gas has been off for 3 weeks, I miss "hot" showers. My wife is very pregnant, tired and beat from watching our 4 beautiful children all day. She went to a friends house to hang out and blow off some steam. She very rarely gives herself time off, it's hard when she won't take time for herself. My wife is going back to work for a month before the baby is born then she will be taking at least the next three months off after that for the baby. I don't want her to have to go back ever again, but I can't find a job that will pay enough to pay all the bills. I pray that I can get to the place where I make as much money as we need.